tension

Lately there has been so much going on.  Its a true testament of how God is using me and the people in my life.  I've been so confused with so much but God is slowly but surely giving me much clarity.  I had the strangest dream last night.  I don't remember it completely but i remember enough.  I didn't know my heart desired that but as I awoke this morning I wanted it and felt warm because I felt it to be real.  Its strange but God uses everything and anything to speak to us.  Everything surely has its purpose.  I am learning to trust in Him fully.  Its quite exciting actually.  Everything He's planned, its all coming to place we simply must wait patiently and pray constantly.
Going back to my dream.  I honestly thought I never wanted that but God surely places desires in your heart that you can never imagine.  They're the most beautiful desires.   They fill you with warm fluffies, love and tingles inside! I just CANNOT wait for what He has in store.  There has been much turmoil but He will never waste the pain.

My maker, I love you.

flying seas

then.. the  lovely yellow green tree frogs lead me to a bicycle made of only the most beautiful birch trees where you join me and we take a stroll around the ocean floor with our fish bowl helmets eagerly pedaling towards the pack of purple  sea wolves dancing around an underwater fire... as you convince me to touch the glowing flames we fall into a mysterious forest of merry-go-rounds and giant yellow daises(: as we ride our ponies of choice i, my best friend the giraffe and you, the velvet like petals of the most fragrant daises we float onto a rain cloud where the rain butterflies and thunder dragonflies join us for a picnic full of wonderful delectable yummans..fiddling with the candycane torches you accidently poke the lovely rain cloud and he begins to burst and we fall into droplets of rain falling from the sky which then become snow flakes that  fall onto a yellow midget elerphant named George ... thats all.

we sail the sky..

finals week: i would like to soar the cloud filled skies floating past lush nature kissed jungles passing heavily inhabited glowing turquoise oceans making friends with every dolphin, sea cucumber and jelly fish i see.. having tea with my favorite pet giraffe underneath the midnight skies encompassed with twinkling balls of light tap dancing with beautiful little snow crabs that tickle my feet as we skip to meet the gentle giant that awaits my arrival in our lime green and orange striped hot air balloon only to bring me back to a reality where... I HAVE TO FOCUS!!! but may i say there is never a day where i do it alone(: 

Proverbs 3:5-6

 Trust in the LORD with all your heart 

and lean not on your own understanding

in all your ways acknowledge him,

 and he will make your paths straight.