Lately there has been so much going on. Its a true testament of how God is using me and the people in my life. I've been so confused with so much but God is slowly but surely giving me much clarity. I had the strangest dream last night. I don't remember it completely but i remember enough. I didn't know my heart desired that but as I awoke this morning I wanted it and felt warm because I felt it to be real. Its strange but God uses everything and anything to speak to us. Everything surely has its purpose. I am learning to trust in Him fully. Its quite exciting actually. Everything He's planned, its all coming to place we simply must wait patiently and pray constantly.
Going back to my dream. I honestly thought I never wanted that but God surely places desires in your heart that you can never imagine. They're the most beautiful desires. They fill you with warm fluffies, love and tingles inside! I just CANNOT wait for what He has in store. There has been much turmoil but He will never waste the pain.
My maker, I love you.
